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mutta asiaan tai sen kaltaseen, ehin jo tähän luonnokseen kirjottaa miten pääsisin ehkä sinne tampereelle, mut tänää äitee sit _muisti ilmottaa et eihän se käy. olli ei oo sillo kotosal ja sil oli kans niit muutto juttui. :-) mut oisin niiiin halunnu sinne. ;_;
oikeestaan ei se sinne meno oo mitenkään ihmeellistä, mut haluaisin pitkästä aikaa käydä jossain muuallakin. pari viikkoo sitte kävin kauheimman vaiheen läpi, kun ois tehny mieli lähtee johonki vaasan junaan ja shiuuuuun pois. ei, mulla ei oo mitää tätä kaupunkii mis asun nii vastaa, mut. :'D ja siks tampereelle pääsisinki helpommin (yksin junal♥) koska se vanhempi veli asuu siel. nii sekin ehti täs joskus palata takas sinne. ja en muista kerroinko jo siitku se puhu että se muuttais tampereelta pois, niin pakkohan siel on nyt käydä ahkerasti kun on vielä parempi mahdollisuus mitä yleensä!

ja tosiaan, laitan tähän nyt tän kevään kuvistöitä. okei nään miten irvistätte kauhuissanne siellä, mutta näytän vain joitain, koska en löytänyt kaikkia ja niin. selityksiä riittää.
ja huom! arvostelen nyt niitä, ja voin teille sanoo että voi kyllä, minä tiedän ne virheet mitä niissä piirroksissa on. :-----D mut tiedän kans et vähintään yhen tyypin mielestä jotkut kuvista on hienoja, enkä mee kieltää sitäkään. mut onneks voin sanoo ettö tos on pari kuvaa jokka oon piirtäny syksyllä, ja oon mielestäni kehittynyt kun vertailee. :'---D // vielä sekin, etten omista skanneria. ::::::D

tästä kuvasta oon hemmetin ylpee. heti eka työ kuvikses, ja täs harjoteltiin lähinnä ihmisen piirtämistä kokonaisuudessaan. ekaks piirrettiin seitsemän (?) viivaa ja sit jokases viivas oli joku ruumiin osa ja saatiin mittasuhteet hyvin piirrettyä. tota työtä oli kiva tehäkkin just siks kun mehän _opeteltiin tos _kunnolla piirtää, ja oon käyttäny tota samaa seitsemän (?) viivatekniikkaa pariinkiin kertaan. :---)
alotin plussilla, nyt tulee miinuksia. silmiinpistävin on se, miten luonnosviivat näkyy. onko kellään teistä käynyt sillee, että kyllä te ekaks hahmottelette himmeellä, sitte kun alkaa mennä hermot jos ette osaa esim kättä piirtää käden näköiseksi, huomaamattanne painatte sitä kynää liian lujaa ja ah, ihanasti näkyy epämääräisiä luonnosviivoja? joita ei pitänyt näkyä. mulle käy enemmän ku useasti näin, eikä se oo ollenkaa hyvä juttu. xDD ja sitten toi kuva vammaa jotenkin. :< ainakin toinen käsi jäi lyhyemmäks, ja mä oisin korjannu sen mutta se opettaja (meidä luokanvalvoja) ei antanu. x< se oli kans pelottavaa ku kerran menin näyttää tätä sille aika valmiina, nii se varmaa pari minuuttia katto sitä ja vaihto aina asentoa, kunnes lopulta sano et toi on hyvä. arvakkaa kuka siin rupes panikoimaan? x´´´´´D
ja virheitä siellä sun täällä (varsinkin toi paita<<3), mut kyseessä on antikkujen Bou. vaatteet on escapism pvstä, mut ei identtiset koska en esim muistanut millane se on. :----D

en mäkää tykkää mun kuviskansiost. oikeesti, hyvä idea, mut failasin aika pahasti. en voi muutaku nauraa tälle. :´´´´´´D varsinki toi panda, KAUHEE TANKKI. xDDD se nyt vähä meni niin ja näin niinii. :´´´´) mut tuol taustal on joistai kipaleist joitai laulun sanoist pätkii otettu, ja kaikki enkuks. on tuol kans j-rock bändeilt otettu, mut ne on joko justii joku enkun lause tai sitte muistelin mite se meni enkuks. :-----D nojoo, onhan toi ihan kiva, mut se menu tuolt yläreunast vähä ryttyyn. 8<

tätä en ekaks meinannu tehä, koska tein tän vipal kerral ja epäilin etten ehtis, mut tohon meni noin vähän aikaan. ja noi kuvat on pitäny joskus kotona jo leikata, nii epäilin ettei ne riittäis. idea oli sellane et jollaki tietyl asial täytettäis paperi. esim jollaki värillä, et sitä väriä on vaan, tai vaikka kengillä! ja niiden piti olla lehdistä leikattuja. en sitte tiiä onko tos jotain syvempää ideaa tai joka auttais tulevaisuudes mut.. :'D

piti piirtää käsi, kuten näette. mut huomhuom, toi on piirretty mun omasta kädestä. et periaattees en oo piirtäny tota ilman mallia tai mitää. xD oma käsi piti piirtää, mahdollisimman aidon näköseks. pakko myöntää et noi molemmat on aika luonnosmaisii. :< mut iha tyytyväine mä oon, koska oli vaikeeta tehä noi varjostukset jotta sais näyttämään aika oikeelta. ^^ paitsi toi toinen on kauhee luikku.. xD

tähän väliin tällänen atk-työ. kuvikseen ei sinäänsä liity, mut piti tehä kalenteri siel, joten tein samantien tälläsen. :-----D koska mähän en omista kalenteria. xD paitsi kännykän kalenterin, joka oli täs kolme kuukautta rikki. onneks rupes toimii, siellä oli sentään _kaikki_ asiat. ♥
mut aikas upee tää vai mitää? ;)

yksi esimerkki töistä, joita mä vihasin. huomaatte varmaan et multa lähtee luovuus heti ku tulee joku inhottavampi aihe, tää on oiva esimerkki. :::D tarkotus piirtää omat kengät. ensimmäinen aate oli se et 'mulla ei oo tennareita en mä muista kengistä jaksa piirtää sitä paitsi jätin ne naulakoille.' jjoo tää on kieltämättä varmaan kauhein työ mitä tein tänä vuonna. xDD tai ainakin joka tuli valmiiks.

asd tätä mä vihaan niin paljon etten kehtais tätä tännekkään näyttää. xDDDDDdd oikeesti, toi vammaa niin pahasti ku ikinä. ainakin kun vertaa alkuperäiseen malliin. toi ei ees näytä kukkakepiltä. 8< syöny enemmä pullaa tai jotai. ehkä en sanokkaa kuka tos PITÄIS olla, arvatkaa tai kiristäkää tieto jos kiinnostaa. :-----D
eniten jäi rassaamaan ku toi jäi kesken. ;_; ja siks sen pääki näyttää isolt ku en saanu tota olkapäätä oikein tai siten että se ruumis ei jäis liian pieneks päähään verrattuna. toski näkyy järkyttävät jäljet kun kaks viides osa meni ton ruumiin kaa. neljä viides osaa meni taas silmien kaa. ja muutenki kasvojen. x_____x esim nenä ja suu oli ongelma, ette haluu nähdä sitä nenää jonka tein toissatunnilla. x´´´´D no, ehkä joskus jaksaisin työstää ton loppuun. mut mitä jos mä pilaan ton? :´´´´´´D

 Huomenna vaa puoleks tunniks kouluu hakee todistukset! jeejee B) keskustellaan siit vaik seuraavas postauksest, nii ei tartte huomiseen oottaa, 'kay? ^^

torillekkin laitettiin tohon suihkulähteeseen vedet viikon alus♥

mutta, let's see you soon~!

Make Up Fridays

Today's 'Make Up Friday' is from Vanity Fair 2010 which Kristen was featured in with several other actresses. If you want to check out the looks she wore during this shoot go here: http://tiny.cc/b8n16. This look was very minimal and that's something i adore about Kristen because she's not a girl who needs a ton of make up to look pretty. She's a natural beauty with skin i will forever be jealous of.

I just want to quickly address Kristen's look from the Korean press conference. I assume you are all already aware that Kristen pretty much wore the same outfit as the Australian press conference. I was disappointed and i wasn't really sure there would be a point in posting basically the same look in another post so i may or may not post it later on when its not so new. I'm pretty busy trying to get work done to clear my schedule for Sunday so i can stay up late and catch all the MTV Movie Award goodness without looking like a zombie come Monday. I can't wait so if your around on Sunday come chat to me on Twitter and we'll enjoy the show together.

As usual i am going to say thank you to @kstewmakeup because she takes her time to perfect these videos for us and always smiles whilst doing so. She has her own fashion blog for Emma Watson so if you are a fan check it out here: http://emmawatsonfashion.blogspot.com/ if you are a fan of Miss Watson and her fashion.

NOTE: For tutorials you do not need the exact make up @kstewmakeup uses, similar colours from any brand you feel comfortable using will do.




Vanity Fair 2010 Tutorial

Part 1


Part 2


Vanity Fair 2010 How To

Products
Benefit That gal brightening primer
L'oreal true match foundation
Rimmel London stay matte pressed powder
Ud shadow primer poition
Maxfactor earth spirits pale pebble 101
Rimmel London professional eyebrow pencil dark brown 001
Rimmel London waterproof eyeliner black
Maybelline volum' falsies mascara

Face
Start off withe the usual primer the foundation and powder. Pay special attention to your cheekbones and nose.

Eyes
Start with the primer then apply a natural eyeshadow to your entire eyelid and underneath. Then apply eyeliner to the top and bottom lids. Make sure to get the liner as close to the lash as possible. This look has to be natural. Then apply mascara and you're done!

Hope you enjoyed it and stay tuned for the upcoming eclipse promo videos, Elle's photoshoot and he MMA's.

there are no rules

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i don't know enough about anything to preach to anyone, i don't have enough life experience to make assumptions about love, about what it means and what it does to us. but i've caught on recently, to something. through a series of painful realizations, it's started to make an odd sort of sense. not real sense, but the crazy, uninhibited sort of sense that only love can make. i've realized that everything we make ourselves do, everything we put ourselves through, there's no reason for it. the things we say, the places we go to on dates, the pda, the hand holding, the little notes, we only do these things because that's all we know of love. that's what we've seen on television and read about in books. that's the kind of love that we've been taught, is real. but it's only action. and actions might speak louder than words, but feeling means more than action. it's like a twisted game of rock-paper-scissors.

i know that these things often do accompany real love. because if you're in love, you WANT to hold his hand. you want to leave a little note in his jacket pocket for his mom to find in the wash a week later, give to him, and know he's thinking of you. you want to smell him, you want him to hold you and tell you that you're perfect just the way you are. you want to kiss him and make him feel good. you want to listen to the music he listens to, just in the hopes that it will help you understand him better. you want to talk to his dog, and help his mom clean up in the kitchen, talk sports with his dad. you want to know everything. you want to put his needs ahead of your own, and you want to do it all so that he KNOWS you love him. but doing it when you're legitimately in love isn't playing by the rules. because in love, there are no rules. no one to tell you that you're doing it wrong, not even yourself. because to worry and nit pick over the small things is to look back. and love means not looking back. love means holding him, and being afraid. because you could lose him at any moment, but that fear is what keeps you hanging on. in love, anything goes, and that's okay. that's what is so beautiful about it.

is love fear? i don't think so. but what do i know? my life isn't even a quarter of the way through, and i think about things like this? i think about a lot of things that scare me actually. what i loved about him was that he was my best friend. he didn't scare me, not until he left. and now looking at him, every time, it tears me up. i wonder where i went wrong. which rules did i break? but i realized, recently, that the only rule i broke, was assuming that there were rules. because there aren't. i realized too late, that in love, there are no rules.

-leigh

Korean Fan Event

Well...............this is more like it. Also hello sexy Kristen, this is one of her more sexiest outfits to date. Girl doesn't even realise how attractive she is, it's insane how hot she looks. I love her hair and i was not expecting it so props to her stylist and co for putting that together. I think they must be clip ins because glue in extensions take forever and i don't see there being time. She looks fantastic and now i miss her long hair *sniffs* i hope we see more hairpieces throughout the tour. I love clip ins because they can change your hair completely and in this case i think the complimented the whole look, i think her stylist was going for something sleek and sexy. It was most certainly achieved, she looks absolutely stunning.

Her outfit make me want to crawl into a hole and hug whoever sent it her way because that is one stunning look. It's dark but the glittered edge to the dress almost adds a sassy look and feel to it. I love it, it's just so Kristen. Also we haven't had a chance to see her in many long sleeved dresses, this is a look and silhouette i feel suits her figure. Love it. The dress is by Prabal Gurung and comes from the Fall 2010 collection. The dress is black, longsleeved with glitter sequins and sheer panels. The shoes are Jimmy Choo black glitter 'quiet' pumps. Kristen wore plain black ones to the Runaways NYC premiere in L.A. I actually prefer these ones, they bring the glam with the glitter on them. Her belt actually looks like the belt on the model with the dress worn backwards. If you look at any pictures that show you kristens back you will see what i mean. Such a stunning look overall, now all i need is a pop of colour for the MTV awards and i'll be a happy camper.

Prabal Gurung Fall 2010 Collection Black Long Sleeved Mini Dress






Jimmy Choo 'Quiet' Black Glitter Peep Toe Pumps





*Well there you go, way to go out of Korea with a bang! Did you like Kristens sexy outfit? also what about that hair? a yes or no? So i think they head back to L.A soon which should be fun. Next stop the movie awards on Sunday, i'll be up late with sleep deprivation blogging about it so watch this space.*

Thank you to Jimmy Choos website for the shoe picture and the rest are from kstewartfans. All pictures are property of their original owners.

♥

moschino

p.s. just a lovely picture. i didn't think a quote was necessary ♥

40 Things I Forget To Tell You

youcancallmekristin

1. God. School. Family. 3 most important things in my life
2. I will do everything to be a medical doctor. Even if it means giving you up.
3. But then again, I don't want to lose you.
4. I want you to be happy Comfortable with me. Honest with me.
Tell me everything that bugs you, even if it is about me.
5. I much rather have a Mr Darcy, Tony Stark or John Mayer. But I much rather have you.
6. My parents will love you. It's just not the right time.
7. I want my parents to know about us. I don't like lying to you. I don't like lying to them.
8. I'm scared to death with commitment. I will never cheat on you and stuff like that.
But deep down inside, I'm still a crazy singleton.
9. Sundays. A day for God and I. My other lover.
10. Saturdays. A day for you and I. My other lover.
11. The only time I ever lied to you these past 2 months was the day you told me you loved me and didn't want to let me go. I told you I had 3 chocolate caramel bears, and ate them all already. I actually had 4.
12. If anything goes wrong with us, promise me that we will be friends.
I hated the awkwardness we had last week. It felt like I've lost my best friend.
13. Please, tell me when I start talking or rambling too much.
I'm never as happy with anyone else but you.
14. You are the first guy I'm this involved with.
15. You are the first guy I kissed.
16. I rejected dozens of invites to watch that movie, because I wanted to watch it with you.
17. I hate hate hate awkwardness.
18. I'm suppose to be doing my homework right now. Not writing this note for you.
19. I'm scared of hurting you. Whether I accidentally bit you while we kissed,
or hurting your feelings.
20. I want you to do what you want to do, not for me. For yourself.
21. This relationship isn't going to start out as smoothly as you think.
I'm the worst girlfriend anyone can have, but I'll learn.
22. I want to date other guys, eventually.
23. I think I love you.
24. If you ever think something is wrong with me, and don't feel comfortable asking me, just get me drunk.
25. I can't do long-distance relationships. But there is always a thing called trying.
26. When I'm angry, it is school and PMS talking.
27. I don't do anniversaries. Phone calls. Text messages. MSN. Facebook. Stuff like that. I just don't like not seeing your face and holding your hand on the other side of the screen / phone.
28. I still haven't asked you why you love me.
29. You have to wait until your birthday to know why I love you.
30. I actually like your dimple.
31. I like PDA. But it's sexier when no one is watching us.
32. I don't mind friends knowing about us. I do mind if you, or I, are going to get into trouble.
33. Remember our priorities. Everyone and everything else first. Then us.
34. Tell me what you want for your birthday. You are a very picky person.
And that's one of the many reasons why I love you.
35. I will write things like this, on this crappy cheap paper, whether you like it or not.
36. If I'm angry at you, don't worry. I WILL tell you.
The good thing is that I can never be angry with you.
37. We can compromise. I'm not expecting much from this relationship,
but you have to be honest with me.
38. I want to know what you want out of this relationship.
39. I don't know how long this relationship will last.
40. I'm scared to hell right now because I love you.

- J